mom: “just leave..”
me: “maybe i will….there’s nothing keeping me here anyways.”

so yeah, life’s like this. Now it’s even more clear that my parents don’t really want me here, and they want just as much for me to leave for uni.

GOD. It hurts. I don’t know how to act around guys anymore…i’m so afraid of how i present myself…of whether i’m giving the wrong impression or whatever. It’s so bad. I can’t talk to guys normally anymore. I don’t know if they want to be friends or more than that.

…guys :@