Archive for March, 2004

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on March 27, 2004
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Our Lives

Is it love tonight
When everyone’s dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We’ve gotta believe that
There’s a reason we’re here
There’s a reason we’re here

‘Cause these are the days worth livin’
These are the years we’re given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let’s make the best out of our lives

See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptyness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Is it not worth the risk?

‘Cause these are the days worth livin’
These are the years we’re given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let’s make the best out of our lives

Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn’t matter
‘Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let’s make the best out of our lives

We can’t go wrong
Thinking it’s wrong
To speak our minds
I’ve gotta let out what’s inside

Is it love tonight
When everyone’s dreaming
But can we get it right?
Yeah but can we get it right?

‘Cause these are the days worth livin’
These are the years we’re given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let’s make the best out of our lives

Even if hope was SHATTERED
I know it wouldn’t matter
These are the moments
These are the times
Let’s make the best out of our lives

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on March 25, 2004
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St. Patrick’s Day - John Mayer

Here, comes the cold.
Break out the winter clothes
And find a love to call your own.

You…enter you.
Your cheeks a shade of pink
And the rest of you in powder blue.

Who knows, what will be?
But I’ll make you this guarantee…

No way November will see our goodbyes
When it comes to December it’s obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time

In the dark, on the phone,
You tell me the names of your brothers
And your favorite colors…I’m learning you.

And when, it snows again
We’ll take a walk outside
And search the sky, like children do (I’ll say to you..)

No way November will see our goodbyes
When it comes to December it’s obvious why.
No one wants to be alone at Chrismas time.
Come January, we’re frozen inside.
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won’t you be my valentine?
And we’ll both be safe till St. Patrick’s day.

We should take a ride tonight around the town
And look around at all the beautiful houses.
Something in the way the blue light’s on the black night
Can make you feel more

Everybody it seems to me,
Just wants to be, just like you and me

No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
Come January we’re frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times.
February, won’t you be my valentine?

And if our always is all that we gave
And we someday, take that away
I’ll be alright…if it was just till St. Patrick’s Day.

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on March 24, 2004
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So yeah…I feel so dry…

Yup, it’s like this song:

It’s so complicated
I’m so frustrated
I wanna hold you close
I wanna push you away
I wanna make you go
I wanna make you stay

Should I say it?
Should I tell you how I feel?
Oh I want you to know
But then again I don’t
It’s so COMPLICATED…

I HATE IT…

*sighs*

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on March 23, 2004
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Stressed, stressed, stressed…

Jacqueline needs a break from life. ISU presentation on Tuesday…So not ready. Calculus test the day after tomorrow…Queen’s PSE….SUMMER JOB?! There’s so much to worry about. I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it.

And amidst all this stress is the constant nagging of parents to do more around the house…Wash the dishes, clean and other things. No one understands anything…

God, WHERE ARE YOU?????? I keep praying for you to make things work out right. Why is life so unfair? Why is it that no one really cares? Why am I do everything alone? I hate this so so much. Everything SUCKS. I’m so tired. I’m tired of running. I’m tired of studying. I’m tired of people being so damn SELF-ABSORBED.

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on March 22, 2004
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God…I thought if I gave you all the pieces you would make me better. I’m still broken, I’m still lost…I’m still hurt. I know you only give me as much as I can handle but you hafta know how much this is killing me.

*sighs* He keeps sending me hurtful messages….what did I do to deserve this? All I did was invite him to softball and tried to be his FRIEND. And this is what I get? Just a whole bunch of hurtful words? God this SUX so much.

I don’t know what to do…I don’t know where to turn to..I have NO ONE to turn to.