Of all the things I believed in
I just wanna get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I’ve been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I’m hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I’m starting all over again
Last three four years were just pretend
Melodramatic? It’s in my blood. I started packing today…In less than one week I’ll be immersed into a totally different environment where once again, I’m at the bottom of the food chain. YAY! Please stop asking me whether i’m “ready” because the obvious answer is NO…*sigh*
REV (west side of the westest residence on campus…YAY=S), double room, mandatory meal plan (Avg plan, if you must know). Roommate: Lawla! Frosh week: sept 6-11..I’m doing the faculty frosh program only… School starts on the 13th.
I passed my road test yesterday. *smiles* I just need to remember to 1) look EVERYWHERE when backing in 2) Slow down earlier 3) Careful on left turns not to cut off a lane. I’m so glad I got it over with…It’s just my mom says she won’t let me drive by myself…for a while. =/
BTW, I still wish you’d call. *sigh* something is definitely wrong with this picture.
Things to Bring:
Evan
Mr. Giraffe
Fridge
Plug-in Kettle
Thermos
Snacks! - Fruit to Go, instant noodles
Bottled Water
Bed Sheets
Posters?
Cork Board
Shampoo
Body Wash
Detergent
Laundry Detergent
Pillow
big plasticky things for a desk
Clothes
Clothes Hangers
Alarm Clock
Slippers
Pictures
Sunglasses
Computer & Printer
School Supplies
School Bag
Purse(?) / “Going out” bag
Lamp
Phone
Ear plugs
Brita (?)
Laundry Basket
Coins
Hair dryer
Dictionary/Thesauras
Remember me. I’ll miss you.
And when the stars fall I will, lie awake
You’re my shooting star ***
God is good great!
So .COM made the playoffs…I don’t even think I’ve ever mentioned I’m on a softball team. If you’ve noticed, I hardly ever write for an audience in mind. This blog is a collection of random thoughts, double meanings, ketchup, mustard and relish…stuff that probably doesn’t make sense to the average joe/josette.
I came into the playoffs with the mindset “okay, let’s get ready to lose.” I have so little faith eh? Maybe not in others, but in my own abilities. But we were coming in with a 5 wins, 5 losses…And the other team: 9 wins, 1 loss. Anyways, we worked hard and won the game. It’s so amazing to see our team be so spirited and we did our best. =)
Okay, so we lost the second game, but WHAT A SEASON! I don’t know if I’m going to play next year…maybe I should give a chance to the younger ones to play..but softball is fun=P I’ll miss it..
I’m not even gone yet, but I already miss a lot of people.
I am so scared. I feel so unprepared. I don’t know if I’m gonna sink or swim this time…
I’m scared this year is going to be even worse than last year. That I’m not going to understand a thing again. That I’ll be alone. God…I’m not hard on myself. I just want to do well…
My lullaby,
Hung out to dry
What’s up with that
It’s over
Where are you dad
Mum’s looking sad
What’s up with that
It’s dark in here
Why bleeding is breathing
You’re hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to
My mouth is dry
Forgot how to cry
What’s up with that
You’re hurting me
I’m running fast
Can’t hide the past
What’s up with that
You’re pushing me
Why bleeding is breathing
You’re hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to
I used to
Why bleeding is breathing
You’re hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I saw you crawling on the floor
Why bleeding is breathing
You’re hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I saw you crawling to the door
Why bleeding is breathing
You’re hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try,bleeding is believing
I saw you falling on the floor
Everywhere I look, this is what I see
People looking for love
Looking to be “complete”..
Tired of waiting? Start surfing..
