Aww man, camp was pretty fun. Not as great as previous years, though, according to most everyone I’d talked to. Sorry boys and girls, I guess my heart wasn’t in it, in terms of planning it this year. And NEXT time, we’ll go back to old fashion tent-camping, which is by far, the best way to bond.

Thanks girls, for pouring your heart out and sharing your lives with me. I love sharing time. And it’s just so nice to “relieve yourself”…to let go of the burdens. Yes, there were tears…But I think it shows we’re strong. Girls tend to be more open with their feelings, and we’re not afraid to be vulnerable to one another. But guys on the other hand…well, I guess I can’t make generalizations like that.

*sigh* I’m so weak. I fall so easily…Even after camp.

Maybe I Won’t Look Back – Stacie Orrico
I woke up from dreaming
I returned a call from a friend of mine, she sounded really lonely
But I had somewhere to be
I said I’ll call you later
‘Cause I really need to go, I can’t be late, she’ll be okay, this is important
Then I forgot completely

You can be who you choose to be
But whether you do, or whether you don’t
Depends on your priority
And I know that it’s not easy

I’m looking for the peace to find some sleep tonight
‘Cause I’m
Not very proud of the way I have lived today
But if I choose to
Follow Him along the way
Then maybe I won’t look back
Feel like time is gonna pass me by
Then maybe I won’t look back

On those days I could of said something
In those times when help was needed I was busy
I was within the words to see the moment is good
In some way I could have been something
I thought I was done with a simple smile, but I was selfish
But if I change my heart today, tomorrow it may be okay
And maybe I won’t look back

I woke up from a nightmare
Where I was talking down this street, invisible and no one else could see me
All my chances were gone
I can’t get your attention
I’ve had many things to say, but never tried, afraid you wouldn’t listen
Should of done it all differently

You can be who you choose to be
But whether you do, or whether you don’t
Depends on your priority
Lord help me to choose wisely

I’m looking for the peace to find some sleep tonight
‘Cause I’m
Not very proud of the way I have lived today
But if I choose to
Follow Him along the way
Then maybe I won’t look back
Feel like time is gonna pass me by
Then maybe I won’t look back

On those days I could of said something
In those times when help was needed I was busy
I was within the words to see the moment is good
In some way I could have been something
I thought I was done with a simple smile, but I was selfish
But if I change my heart today, tomorrow it may be okay
And maybe I won’t look back

I can’t hold back, I can’t be shy
This is my big chance to be living the life, I gotta
Stand up strong and take the ride
Throw all those useless excuses aside
So much to do, I got a lot to say
I don’t always understand but I’ll gonna follow anyway
‘Cause there is a bigger plan, a destiny
I can’t waste this precious time

I’m looking for the peace to find some sleep tonight
‘Cause I’m
Not very proud of the way I have lived today
But if I choose to
Follow Him along the way
Then maybe I won’t look back
Feel like time is gonna pass me by
Then maybe I won’t look back

On those days I could of said something
In those times when help was needed I was busy
I was within the words to see the moment is good
In some way I could have been something
I thought I was done with a simple smile, but I was selfish
But if I change my heart today, tomorrow it may be okay
And maybe I won’t look back

Then maybe I won’t look back
Then maybe I won’t look back..