princess paupr’s Reflections

Somehow I’m not posting as much as before. I don’t know…feels weird retyping things sometimes.

Things are starting to get beyond the “new and exciting” stage and slowly getting into the “I’m so sick of ______” stage. I don’t know why I care so much sometimes…about EVERYTHING. School, cleanliness of room etc. I’m slowly retreating back to my old ways. That’s not cool…

I’m liking my health courses…well, Health 100 -Aging and Gerontology, more than Health 101 where this term, we’re talking about “Emmerging and Re-emerging Infectious Diseases”.. In Health 100 we’ve been talking about trends in Canada’s aging population, reasons behind longevity etc. Females tend to live longer than males. BOOYAH. We can deal with our illnesses better than males. (Like a lot of other things in life)

Chem and bio are mostly review of stuff learned in the past right now…Sociology sucks. My prof doesn’t really make an effort to make things interesting..He mumbles and doesn’t have a mic for our class of 100+ students. I don’t even know the meaning of sociology becuase he keeps saying how it’s vague and how there’s different meanings. “Yeah, if you’re confused, it’s okay…..sociology is still a new discipline and it’s not clearly defined..” =@

Do you think a crush is a sin? Some people may call it a grey area..”well, it’s a not-so-good thing”. But not-so-good is really a nice way of saying a “bad” thing. Crushes take your attention away from God, and they really have no “benefit” to them. Crushes don’t take commitment like relationships and they’re also time/thought-consuming. I guess you could say I’m easily infatuated. I really wish I wasn’t. Maybe the root of my problem is still that attention-seeking part of me, or maybe deep down, I don’t believe God can fill me. I know this in my head, but is it in my heart?..That “All of You, is more than enough for..all of me, for every breath and every need. You satisfy me, with your love..and all I have in you, is more than enough.”