Archive for June, 2005

Psalm 36

For the director of music. Of David the servant of the LORD.

1 An oracle is within my heart
concerning the sinfulness of the wicked:
There is no fear of God
before his eyes.
2 For in his own eyes he flatters himself
too much to detect or hate his sin.

3 The words of his mouth are wicked and deceitful;
he has ceased to be wise and to do good.

4 Even on his bed he plots evil;
he commits himself to a sinful course
and does not reject what is wrong.

5 Your love, O LORD, reaches to the heavens,
your faithfulness to the skies.

6 Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains,
your justice like the great deep.

O LORD, you preserve both man and beast.

7 How priceless is your unfailing love!
Both high and low among men
find refuge in the shadow of your wings.

8 They feast on the abundance of your house;
you give them drink from your river of delights.

9 For with you is the fountain of life;
in your light we see light.

10 Continue your love to those who know you,
your righteousness to the upright in heart.

11 May the foot of the proud not come against me,
nor the hand of the wicked drive me away.

12 See how the evildoers lie fallen—
thrown down, not able to rise!

*smiles*

exerpts from conversations with 3 and half - 4 year olds at work.

Grace (singing): twinkle little little star, ow i wunder wat you are. up above a wold so high, like a dia-mond in the sky. twinkle little little star, ow i wunder wat you are.

Grace (singing): A B C D E F G…H I J K L Lem Men No Pee…O P Q, R S T…DoubleU X, Y and Z…now I know my A B C, next time wont you sing wif me.

Devin (singing): A B C D E F G…*mumbles*..O P…S T V *more mumbling*…W X Y and Z…Now I know my ABC *mumbles more*…sing wif me.

Devin (counting): 1…2…3….4…5…6…7…9…10…3…4

Me: I missed you andrew!

Andrew: I meesed you too, Jacqueline jeh jeh!

Andrew (wearing a lion mask): ROAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!

Me: *smiles*

Andrew (still wearing the lion mask): ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!

Me: *still smiling*

Andrew (removes the mask): You say “AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”, okay?

Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Andrew: *laughs*…ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRR

Miss Sally (the teacher, reading a story book, pointing to pictures): What are they playing?…

They are playing ice…………?

Kids: Cookie!

Miss Sally: noo…ice HOCKEY, not ice cookie.

(we just read “who took the cooke from the cookie jar” the day before)

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Half-time Reflection

Summer is almost half over for me=/ (yeah, you highschool students just got off..heheh..)

MAY - I spent most of May job-hunting and recuperating from my sleep debt. I should’ve enjoyed it more, but I’m such a worry-wort. I think that’s something that I really need to work on…worry less…trust more. I don’t quite know how to go about doing that though. Pray continually?

JUNE - I started my job early june and that has been going pretty well. I enjoy what I do, and the people I work with are really nice=) Except for the fact that I’ve been sick a lot. Although the work I do is not particularly “challenging”, I have experienced what it is like to be in a working environment where I need to be doing something all the time. It is a stressful in that I feel like I should be doing “more” a lot of the time, and I care about whether the boss is happy with what I do.

There’s still a lot of things I would like to do before school begins. I want to get back “in touch” with the people in church, highschool friends. Although I’m “back”, it seems like I’m not really a part of things anymore. It’s expected of course…I haven’t been in contact with many of them. But I believe that the best friendships are truly those that can pick up where they left off. That’s not to say you don’t TRY to care about your friends even when you don’t see them regularly.

I guess what hurts sometimes, is knowing that you care more about a friendship than the other person. Is that a selfish thing though? To want others to care about you as much as you do to them… It says that “we love, because HE first loved us”. Someone once told me that there’s a reason for any relationship; relationships involve the trading of “something”. Whether it’s money, support, knowledge…There is something you expect from others, and there are some things you offer in relationships. But can you sincerely love self-lessly? Without expecting something in return?

Other things I would like to do…read books that will help me better understand Christianity and my faith. I want to also practice guitar and be able to play scales well…I want to improve my improvising for piano..

And I want to truly “pray continually”. Like..the WHOLE DAY…no matter what I’m doing, to focus my attention on God. I don’t think I’ve ever done that…It would be so coooooooooooooool. Or learning to just…LOVE GOD more than anything in this world. More than life itself. Learning to aim for things that are eternal. Learning to be perfect, as our Lord is perfect.

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Paint me the way You had in mind
With gentle strokes, define the lines
Mend all my stains with Your colour
Until Your face reflects in mine..