Archive for October, 2007

The Singer Solution to World Poverty

Something I’ve been prompted to think about more is the issue of poverty and what I can do about it. To be honest, I don’t regularly donate to charities. I figure that what I have, I need right now and I can’t spare for others less fortunate than I am. Maybe when I have a permanent job, I will be able to be more generous. I give to the church, but even so it is often a struggle because I forget that what I’ve been given is not mine but God’s. If anything I’m pretty spoiled…I like to go out and treat myself…I like shopping and all that.

The problem is…money spent on upgrading my wardrobe could be instead, given to charitable agencies, where the difference is between life and death. I read an interesting article for my English 109 class where the author asked this question: In the end, what is the ethical distinction between a Brazilian who sells a homeless child to organ peddlers and an American who already has a TV and upgrades to a better one —knowing that the money could be donated to an organization that would use it to save the lives of kids in need?

The author talks about how “so much of our income is spent on thing snot essential to the preservation of our lives and health”. Further, “$200 in donations would help a sickly two-year-old transform into a healthy six-year-old.” When it’s put that way, it makes me feel pretty bad about my spending.

How does God want me to spend His money? Is what I spend truly necessary for “self-preservation and health”? Maybe those are the questions I should ask next time I go out for dinner with friends, or go shopping. Even though the author probably isn’t Christian, the article made me really think about my faith and how it affects my spending. Please go read the article, btw.

This is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance (and for this we labor & strive), that we have put our hop in the living God, who is the Savior of all men, and especially of those who believe. (1 Tim 4:9-10)

How NOT to meet your prof

Since first year, I haven’t really talked to my professors or TAs.  Most of the classes have been big - 100+ and it’s intimidating to ask questions.  I just work/study on my own…do my best and hope for the best.  I’ve had a lot of trouble asking my profs for help because I’m afraid of what they might think of me.  But slowly, over the past couple of terms, I’m beginning to be less shy/less prideful.  What I realize now, is how much I miss getting verbal feedback from my teachers/professors.  In highschool, my teachers knew me, and I was a good student.  But in University, I’m usually just average.

I met up with my prof on tuesday to talk about how things are going in the course.  Unfortunately, it took me planning to drop his course for us to talk…but I’m glad it happened.  He assured me that I’m a “strong student with good prospects for grad school” and reminded me to focus on the big picture.  Since he’s actually someone who has experience with grad school and knows the system, I felt really relieved to hear those words.  I’ve been afraid that my grades won’t get me anywhere…

I guess to some extent, we shouldn’t live for the praise of other people.  I should be looking to the Father for comfort, because my hope is in Him.   In any case, his words were just an encouragement to “keep on truckin’”.

I read this verse yesterday and it spoke out to me a lot:

This is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance (and for this we labor and strive), that we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all men, and especially those who believe.

Live

by Crush

People say I’m crazy
I’m starting to believe them
I’ll throw it all away
for something I don’t know
I haven’t lived my life yet
Start to live my life right now

and I need a way of achieving
and I got a way of achieving now

I don’t wanna fight
I don’t wanna behave
I just wanna live
Who gave you the right
To come down on me
I just wanna live

People wanna know all the stories
And I wish I could help them
So I’ll break the chain
of rumors that ruin all
And I don’t know what love is
How about I know what love is now

And I need something to believe in
I got something to believe in now

I don’t wanna fight
I don’t wanna behave
I just wanna live
Who gave you the right
To come down on me
I just wanna live

And I don’t know what love is
How about I know what love is now
And I need something to believe in
I got something to believe in now
And I don’t know what love is
How about I know what love is now

I don’t wanna fight
I don’t wanna behave
I just wanna live
Who gave you the right
To come down on me
I just wanna live

The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. (John 10:10)

Tired

I devoted myself to study and to explore by wisdom all that is done under heaven. What a heavy burden God has laid on men! I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind.
~Ecclesiastes 1:13-14

Sick again.  When will this end?