So lately I’ve been feeling more and more out of place at Jaffray. Maybe it’s because I’ve been away in Waterloo for so long now. I feel disconnected and like I don’t really belong sometimes. And then I miss the people I grew up with, the way things used to be. I’m like the oldest female at fellowship on any given day…I don’t feel like I have older ppl to really connect with and I’m so used to having that. I guess I have to be the big sister now.
I don’t deal well with change. I think I’ve said that before. I like stability and knowing the people I care about and who care about me will be there in the future. There are few people my age around and I feel like there will be less in the future. It bothers me cuz I don’t really know how to connect with people at Jaffray who are younger than me. I don’t know…It sucks growing up sometimes.
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